Where should I begin?

Hello!


Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I have realised that I need to make some changes to the way I approach things and deal with my past and I am starting by writing this blog.


I have spent so many years trying to be what I think everybody else wants me to be, to make up for the fact I was abused and caused so much pain by trying to please all those around me. Two children and a few break downs later and I finally realised that the only way I can ever truly move forwards is to start living for me, so thats what I am planning on doing.


I will apologise in advance as I may sometimes write the most random posts about the most random things! I can promise that this is going to be an emotional journey with highs and lows but the final outcome should be worth sticking around for.
Signing off for now to have dinner but I'll be back soon. xxx